had surgery yesterday and wasn’t really up for writing. Was in a lot of pain. Surgery took about 3 hours and the tumor was the size of a golf ball. Was uncomfortable and in and out of sleep for most of the day. Dad was here, of course, and documented the whole thing with his camera. Julie and Clare stopped by at night and watched my moan and puke up bile. Not a pretty sight.
Complained about the pain to the nurse during a groggy pain filled moment so she asked me if i wanted something for it so i said yes. she returns and tells me to prop my legs up and i do but i don't get why she wants me to do this but i'm all groggy and confused. then i feel her stiick her entire finger up my butt with a fucking suppository! AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!! That just woke me up big time and i have not asked for furtehr pain medication since. I have huge issues with things going in the out holes. it's an OUT HOLE for a reason.
But today was infinitely better. Had a rough start to the morning but felt better and better as the day progressed. Watched some more 24 and had quite a few visitors today. Dad stayed for most of the day, and despite the shitty weather, Fumiko came with more flowers; Clare stopped by with trashy gossip magazines, chocolate, and a pillow; Helen came with some nice bread from Anderson’s; Yumiko and Noriko came with pound cake and ice cream. I felt pretty good by the end of the night so it was nice to have some company. My face it still sore on the left side and my jaw hurts if I work it too hard but I am doing so much better today. If I can make the same amount of progress tomorrow, I should be out of here soon. I hope.
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